This is very easy...

                                       

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 I have to tell you one thing about myself : I am an overthinker, I think ,) No, seriously, I'm more of a thinker than DOer. I'm still confused I actually am having this blog.. 

 So this day I was feeling like spending time by myself, so I did, I went to the mall to buy myself a mascara but found myself wandering around and thinking about relationships. A lot. 

Already by going out of the door I realized one important thing : NOBODY CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY 

  BUT YOURSELF. 

If you make YOUR HAPPY dependent on other people, be it a boyfriend, a friend, a man or a woman, You will not succeed. YOU MUST FIND HAPPYNESS ALL BY YOURSELF AND FOR YOURSELF.

And I am writing this, because people in many different countries live their lives depending on their husbands, their employer, their family or the rain and many other things that limit you in various ways as to reach your potential. 

So how well do you really know the person who is next to you ? How well can you ?

There are signs, small signs, but they are important. The stiffness in someone's walk, the way people respond
and react in extreme or stressful situations. It all speaks volumes about who they really are. And Right in the Moment that situation occures you have to ask yourself this :

                                  AM I WILLING TO LIVE WITH THIS PERSON ?

Because if you do but  the behaviour of that person is more than negative, those are buds that will get bigger. Now with this I mean young relationships, where the pink of the sunglasses is just starting to wear off. Sometimes one of you will explode because of one dirty skillet in the kitchen and we both know it ain't him.. but mainly we are talking about men with huuuuge problems who once in a while escape into a well bedded cushion of a new relationship to forget all about them. And they do hope for a new start.. as if you could ignore the stains on your table cloth. No one can, they are still there and if you really wanna make a clean appearance you have to get RID OF THOSE FIRST!!!

LOOVE,  ME ❤.

Oh how ...happy - I finally managed 'to Blog'

Actually, to be perfectly honest with you, I planned to do that three days ago. And I'm kinda liking it right now..Not the fact that I didn't do it, but I just realized there are no rules of writing here - ! I can do whatever I want ,)

So yes, it took me three days, not seven, but I finally did it. 

Yesterday I was sitting here on my sofa with my laptop, figuring out what designs I want- until 4 o'clock in the morning... - and then the site crashed. It got an error. That was 4 hours of pre-work, I guessed. 

Considering that and the fact that I also needed some time thinking about the title I'm thinkin' I'm actually pretty quick.

The pushing experience behind it a.k.a. what happened three days ago :

I had a big fight with my boyfriend. Yes, I know it's very cliche, but it was about fundamental things in a and also our relationship : TRUST/mistrust, LOVE and of course, based on the previous two - jealousy. He's overly jealous, but that's all I'm gonna say about him.

Also, there were and are other factors..

1. I needed time for myself 

2. I need something to look up to during the day 

3. and to share my thoughts by making a contribution to this world's outloud cry about our    

    time and space..or something similar..

So here I go ,) I'm pretty new to this but I wish all the readers and followers a good time,  good experience and of course, LOVE LOVE LOVE,

Me ,)